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Freedom was
born on Election Day, November 2, 2010. She was named for the
event, along with her brothers Patriot, Justice, Honor and Governor
and her sissies Liberty, Anthem, Glory, Virtue and Susan B.
Freedom embodied the character
of her heritage as a working bred Border Collie. At just under 4
weeks old, she was a spunky, happy, lively, loving, kind and curious
little puppy. She was destined for greatness if not as a working
dog, as a cherished member of a loving family for whom she would
forever change their perspective of the words devotion, loyalty and
love.
On Monday, November 29th,
Freedom was ill. She did not come racing to visit with me when I
arrived with her meal – something that all the puppies in the litter
had begun to do. Four week old puppies are like little orbs of
pure, unadulterated joy. There truly is nothing more precious, more
uplifting, more heart-warming than the privilege of spending a few
moments with their little souls. I had recently said to a good
friend, who has been suffering with health problems, that if I could
package up the feeling that I get when I am with the puppies, it
would surely cure all her ills.
I raced Freedom to my
veterinarian. He struggled to diagnose the cause of her
condition. He asked if she had been dropped or fallen. Definitely
not, I replied. She did not have signs of abdominal swelling, but
he thought her symptoms might be consistent with internal damage.
He treated her for shock. He gave her fluids and antibiotics. He
packaged up huge syringes with fluids and tiny syringes of
antibiotics which I was to administer at set intervals. When I
asked about her prognosis I didn’t actually hear his words because
his eyes said it all. I could tell he was not hopeful.
For the next several hours I
held her. I stroked her. I kept her warm. I kissed her. I loved
her and told her so, many times over. I did not let her feel alone.
And, then, I gave her Freedom to become an Angel. She died in my
arms that evening. I cried. I wondered why it happened. I ached.
I sat on the floor while her siblings bathed me in their healing
powers. Perhaps, when I receive notes in the future about how
special and wonderful they all are, it will be because Freedom gave
them each a bit of herself before she floated away from this
world. If I could hope for something good to come of her death,
that is for which I would wish.
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